HMMMM.........

WOW is all i can say about my life lately it's been full of positives and negatives, and in some crazy twisted way it's been cool. Except for the fact that my aunt passed away yesterday R.I.P. i feel sooo sad for my cousins and my uncle and my lil niece because she was everything to them. But i know she's in a better place now and she will still be watching over them and protecting them. My condolences are with them at this time ;( On a lighter note i've come to realize that even more that things fall into place at the right moments kind of sort of it's hard to explain so i won't get into detail but all i can say is that when you least expect for something to happen in your life it just happens, maybe because it's destined to happen or maybe because it was the right place at the right time who the heck knows, all i know is that i can say that i am actually content with everything at the moment in my life.... o in case everybody isnt updated yet my husband moved out not because he had a choice in the matter and for some strange reason i'm not upset at that what so ever because i think it was something that was gonna happen it wasnt an issue of "if " it was an issue of "when" and now "when" finally came around so here we are, but im not trying to say i'm a mean nasty bitch nah not at all what so ever i'm just saying that it happened because it was meant to happen and it was bound to happen that's all, and for somebody who is use to being with somebody at all times it hasnt been tooo hard for me, maybe because i'm always working or maybe because i just don't care and i know it sounds fucked up me saying i don't care but hey i can't control my emotions or feelings it just is what it is, so i've been on the grind like usual a million hours a day and focusing on myself and of course my princess ;) when i least expected something phenomenal to happen in my life it did and i can't elaborate on it at the moment but all i can say is that i guess things just have a way of falling into place at times, pretty much that's it in a nut shell nothing too exciting to report besides that fact that i have stopped munching on them damn blow pops ;) ahahha i love them freaking things man but the thing is that i get a hold of them and i eat a whole bag in like an hour i'm like a freakin crack feen with blow pops ahahahhahha so the good thing is that i'm not gonna gain anymore freakin weight because of them things a bag of them things are more than 1000 calories it's crazy but hey they are yummy and no i dont know how many licks it takes to get to the gum which u would think i would know by now after eating a lifetime supply of them ahahahah ;) well until next time........