WHAT CAN I SAY

well there's not much to report here for the past couple days i've just been loungin around the house and watching t.v. and sleeeping a lot so not much to report kind of boring except that i've been doing some soul searching and looking at the positives and negatives of everything and what it has done is brought me to the conclusion that i do love being in the mortgage business i just need to be in the mortgage business in a different aspect i need to get into a 9 to 5 banking job where i don't have to deal with headaches or crazy phones calls at 10pm or 6am at times where my cell phone number is undisclosed but only for people who absolutely need to have it ;) so what i'm focusing my efforts on now is looking for a job still in banking but in either financial services, or loss mititgation or asset management and i know either one of those positions i will kick ass ;) because i already have all the training under my belt from the mortgage bizz and i know that it will just help me in my new venture so now my focus has shifted now i'm saying forget the big commission paychecks with a cardiac every 2 days now i'm just gonna focus on a fixed salary that will provide me with peace of mind and no cardiacs ;) and i'm not saying that i'm not gonna keep on being passionate about my job becuase wherever life decides to take me at this point i'm open for change and i will work as hard as i always do and give it my all a million percent and be productive, efficient, and hard working as i always am and anybody who has worked with me in this mortgage bizzz knows how much effort and sweat and soul i put into it and have seen how i revolve my life around my mortgages, but now let's see what happens i will keep you updated i've been doing something i haven't had to do in a very long time the past couple days putting a resume together and cover letters WOW i haven't had to do that since i worked at washington mutual back in the day ;) but what i do want to do is thank all the realtors that have been here beside me this whole time and clients who have put their futures in my hand and how they believed in me and how we accomplished a lot of home ownership dreams throughout the past years and who knows i don't want to be negative but maybe i will have to continue doing mortgages if i don't get into one of the positions i am looking for, and some of you might be like what is she for real?? and yup i am a million percent for real i decided that my sanity and peace of mind and being able to sleep at night and not gain weight uncontrollably because of working 24 hours a day is not worth it in the end no matter how much money it is and i know that i will succeed in my new venture or succeed in my current venture if that's what my fate is...... stay tuned ;)